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i have officially.

  • Apr. 17th, 2008 at 7:29 AM

missed wednesday service for a month.


and part of me wants to cry.
and part of me really doesn't give a sht.

idk.

i wish i had somebody to talk to.
somebody who would really support me and tell me that everything is gonna be okay.

the only person i ever had who really believed in me.
i pushed away.
and they sorta screwed me over.


and i'll never forgive you because i don't believe you can ever give me a real apology.
maybe because you don't think you've done anything wrong.




i miss the way things used to be.

*shrug*

life goes on.

Comments

[info]maddyhastopee wrote:
Apr. 17th, 2008 03:23 pm (UTC)
I miss you.
I miss it too. But, I know it might be too late butI really do care, and I wanna talk to you and I want you to spill your guts to me. I wanna tell you that everythings gonna be okay, but to be HONEST, I don't even know myself. I do believe in you though and I know that if you have the faith I used to see in you you'll find a way to be at that service with God. I love you.
(Anonymous) wrote:
May. 8th, 2008 01:16 am (UTC)
I sort of have a feeling.
That this is to me.

Either way.
I wish I knew what kind of apology.
To give to you.

And I still read these.
Every one of them.

You were my best friend.
Once upon a time.

And you should know who this is.
And I still support you.
I still believe in you.
I still hope that you're happy.
That everything's okay.
And I still hope for the best for you.

You're an amazing girl.
Who loves with all your heart.
And who deserves so much more than she gets.

<3 I'm ALWAYS here.
Always have been.
Always will be.
[info]johavs wrote:
May. 8th, 2008 05:09 am (UTC)
i honestly don't know who it is.
i know who i want it to be.
but from the sentence structure and word choices i have a feeling its someone else.
so just tell me who it is.

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