missed wednesday service for a month.
and part of me wants to cry.
and part of me really doesn't give a sht.
idk.
i wish i had somebody to talk to.
somebody who would really support me and tell me that everything is gonna be okay.
the only person i ever had who really believed in me.
i pushed away.
and they sorta screwed me over.
and i'll never forgive you because i don't believe you can ever give me a real apology.
maybe because you don't think you've done anything wrong.
i miss the way things used to be.
*shrug*
life goes on.
and part of me wants to cry.
and part of me really doesn't give a sht.
idk.
i wish i had somebody to talk to.
somebody who would really support me and tell me that everything is gonna be okay.
the only person i ever had who really believed in me.
i pushed away.
and they sorta screwed me over.
and i'll never forgive you because i don't believe you can ever give me a real apology.
maybe because you don't think you've done anything wrong.
i miss the way things used to be.
*shrug*
life goes on.


Comments
That this is to me.
Either way.
I wish I knew what kind of apology.
To give to you.
And I still read these.
Every one of them.
You were my best friend.
Once upon a time.
And you should know who this is.
And I still support you.
I still believe in you.
I still hope that you're happy.
That everything's okay.
And I still hope for the best for you.
You're an amazing girl.
Who loves with all your heart.
And who deserves so much more than she gets.
<3 I'm ALWAYS here.
Always have been.
Always will be.
i know who i want it to be.
but from the sentence structure and word choices i have a feeling its someone else.
so just tell me who it is.