If you realllly think about it.
Think deep and hard.
You.
Have.
No one.
No one to lean on.
You don't have a freaking shoulder to cry on.
So go bawl your eyes out on the floor for all I care.
Thats the only place you've got.
Rip at your clothes, your hair, your skin.
You can feel it.
Just as I can.
You can feel the aching.
The utter agony.
With every beat of your heart.
It's like chinese water torture.
And after a while the consistent beat.
Will rip apart your lungs and ribs.
Straight through your chest.
And some peoples structure just decays a little faster.
Under pressure.
Some people's eyes just make tears faster.
But instead of crying.
You learn.
You learn to shove them back in.
Faster and harder than they're coming out.
And you freeze your own heart.
Because things that are frozen are slower.
Its a law of physics people.
So your cold, hard heart.
It'll beat a fraction slower.
And maybe the ache in your chest will go down.
And you can make it through the day.
Think deep and hard.
You.
Have.
No one.
No one to lean on.
You don't have a freaking shoulder to cry on.
So go bawl your eyes out on the floor for all I care.
Thats the only place you've got.
Rip at your clothes, your hair, your skin.
You can feel it.
Just as I can.
You can feel the aching.
The utter agony.
With every beat of your heart.
It's like chinese water torture.
And after a while the consistent beat.
Will rip apart your lungs and ribs.
Straight through your chest.
And some peoples structure just decays a little faster.
Under pressure.
Some people's eyes just make tears faster.
But instead of crying.
You learn.
You learn to shove them back in.
Faster and harder than they're coming out.
And you freeze your own heart.
Because things that are frozen are slower.
Its a law of physics people.
So your cold, hard heart.
It'll beat a fraction slower.
And maybe the ache in your chest will go down.
And you can make it through the day.

