better go by in the blink of an eye.


I always told myself i wanted to stay here.
i have my family.
friends.
I KNOW this place.

but from what I know about it.
this place is suffocating me.

i've never been one to run from my problems.
never.
i ALWAYS confront them.
handle them.
and move on.

but this time im really not in the mood.






I just want everything to be okay again.

i mean i know things will work themselves out.
i'm allowed to have people over.
and soon ill be able to go out again.
and eventually ill be able to go to church again.
but ask anyone involved in the past few days events.

we all feel. drained.

like something has been emotionally exausted in us.




summer just come soon.
things will be fine.


the only tears in summer will be from prolonged glances at the sun.
from laying out in the sun for those couple extra minutes.


everything will be fine.
everything will be fine.
everything will be fine.
everything will be fine.
everything will be fine.
everything will be fine.
everything will be fine.
everything will be fine.
everything will be fine.
everything will be fine.


no matter how much you say it.
your breaths still keep getting shorter.