i havent hurt this much in a long long while.
i saw kally today.
but not for long enough.
every second im not with them i feel like dying.
i feel like im going crazy in this house.
its literally making me sick.
i have broncitis.



tears seem to fill up my eyes every few seconds.
but never seem to fall.



all i really want is for kally or jackie to come stay the night.
so i can curl up in their arms and cry.