So.For once in my life.
Even though everything sucks alot right now.
And I seriously couldn't be more worried.
And more scared.
For once in my life I'm really hopeful.
I know that no matter what happens.
No matter what decisions other people make that end up effecting me.
That everything will be okay.
I have fallbacks for the fallbacks.
And if those fall through then ill worry but now.
No need to get my head all jumbled up in negativity.
And nonsense words like love.
Like friendship.
Like integrity and self respect.
I have no time to worry about the small things.
I have no time to waste because my life can change in the next instant.
So i better enjoy the time i've got living like this.


This won't last long so im going to make.
Every.
Second.
Count.